Dear Diary
Yup, the usual introduction to every girl (or boys(?) secrets. Well, obviously, I'm not planning to put every single detail to whats going through my mind....but, some things I just want to let out.
REASONS WHY I HATE HP LAPTOPS :@@@
first off, I have a hp laptop, i dunno what the hell its suppose to be called...but it doesnt matter. IT SUCKS.
i got my laptop on my 16 birthday last year, and i was ecstatic. i wanted a new computer ever since forever. at first glance, my laptop looks super cute and cool. it is white, w/ green and grey rectangle things shattering from a corner. i loved it. till it betrayed me. D:<
first, the battery was extrememly gay. it died on me the beginning of the year (2011), maybe in Feb. then i had to plug it and ditched the battery and mt dad had to go and replace it. like seriosuly about 3 months later, i got a new one. i dunno about this tech stuff, but i rea dthat the battery should match the charger or whatnot...i mean, thats easy to understand. so i got my new battery, ya boy, things look great.
then things starting happening on my screen. i would see random flickers. i mean, what have i done to deserve all this? it would flicker and the hinge of the screen would make cracking noise, i mean WTF. i only had this laptop for like 1 and half years!?!?! then iread that it was the lid of the laptop and should avoid closing blah blah blah. ok, so i stopped closing that frequently, like onyl when i pack it in a bag etc. so it seemed to stop. so thats ok, but still.
then that new and improved battery, started failing one me again today. yesterady i have expeirenced the "plugged in, but not charging sign" on the screen and the battery indicator light thing is flashing which i think means thats it is not properly chraging. ANOTHER WTF. i just bought this damn thing 2 months ago and now it dies on me again?!? LIKE SERIOUSLY. THIS F-ING BATTERY BETTER HAVE A WARRANTY ON ITS PAPERS BECAUSE IT AINT GOT NO WARRANTY, IMMA GO AND MURDER ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO MAKE HP LAPTOPS. no im not, but u get the point. hp laptops are juts retarded.
also my sister also has a hp laptop and her sound is unblanced, which is like, she oculd only hear on one part of the laptop O_O. this is so gay.
i mean, hp laptops have cute designs on the outside but on the inside its just crap.
i thought you loved me hp laptop. i treat you with lots of respect and then u go dieing on me?!? </3
i got my laptop on my 16 birthday last year, and i was ecstatic. i wanted a new computer ever since forever. at first glance, my laptop looks super cute and cool. it is white, w/ green and grey rectangle things shattering from a corner. i loved it. till it betrayed me. D:<
first, the battery was extrememly gay. it died on me the beginning of the year (2011), maybe in Feb. then i had to plug it and ditched the battery and mt dad had to go and replace it. like seriosuly about 3 months later, i got a new one. i dunno about this tech stuff, but i rea dthat the battery should match the charger or whatnot...i mean, thats easy to understand. so i got my new battery, ya boy, things look great.
then things starting happening on my screen. i would see random flickers. i mean, what have i done to deserve all this? it would flicker and the hinge of the screen would make cracking noise, i mean WTF. i only had this laptop for like 1 and half years!?!?! then iread that it was the lid of the laptop and should avoid closing blah blah blah. ok, so i stopped closing that frequently, like onyl when i pack it in a bag etc. so it seemed to stop. so thats ok, but still.
then that new and improved battery, started failing one me again today. yesterady i have expeirenced the "plugged in, but not charging sign" on the screen and the battery indicator light thing is flashing which i think means thats it is not properly chraging. ANOTHER WTF. i just bought this damn thing 2 months ago and now it dies on me again?!? LIKE SERIOUSLY. THIS F-ING BATTERY BETTER HAVE A WARRANTY ON ITS PAPERS BECAUSE IT AINT GOT NO WARRANTY, IMMA GO AND MURDER ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO MAKE HP LAPTOPS. no im not, but u get the point. hp laptops are juts retarded.
also my sister also has a hp laptop and her sound is unblanced, which is like, she oculd only hear on one part of the laptop O_O. this is so gay.
i mean, hp laptops have cute designs on the outside but on the inside its just crap.
i thought you loved me hp laptop. i treat you with lots of respect and then u go dieing on me?!? </3
Crushed
Crushed. The feeling of being crushed, when the person you cared for the most, desires another person instead. crushed.
when you thought he cared and had feelings for you, but they were in the end non existent. crushed.
5 months was all it was, and it was the matter of 5 seconds that he said the most heart breaking, painful thing to hear. "someone in mind." someone instead of yourself, was on his mind. crushed.
hope was gone. confidence was gone. and the lonely girl was left only with jealousy and pain. </3
when you thought he cared and had feelings for you, but they were in the end non existent. crushed.
5 months was all it was, and it was the matter of 5 seconds that he said the most heart breaking, painful thing to hear. "someone in mind." someone instead of yourself, was on his mind. crushed.
hope was gone. confidence was gone. and the lonely girl was left only with jealousy and pain. </3
Sighs......&deviantart account~! :O
Hey guys, I know i havent been going on this blog well for mainly reasons of school. i had to study for exams and summatives and my dad took off a whole hour and now i have 1 hour of internet. BS right. but the thing im most concerned is now that im in my last yr of high school EVERYTHING IS HAPPENING,. i feel like there is no time. no time to think of all the possibilities.... i have applied to 3 colleges AT THE MOMENT and i dunno, my parents want me to apply more. i want to study animation and do stuff like anime/manga. those kinds of things. i dont know which is good....seneca or sheridan??
i bet ur like 'what is she talking about?'
im seriously stressed, i dont think i;; get accepted i dont even think im good. i really have no confidence in anything; my drawings, marks....EVERYTHING.
Sigh,.
BTW. I HAVE A DEVIANTART ACCOUNT.
www.eversweet7.deviantart.com
NOTE: i dont have much stuff on it cuz i dun have a scanner and taking pics of my work is just ugh. so yeah. But please, stay tune to those!! you get to see my work! ;P and if you have any thoughts and suggestions, please let me know!! :)
i bet ur like 'what is she talking about?'
im seriously stressed, i dont think i;; get accepted i dont even think im good. i really have no confidence in anything; my drawings, marks....EVERYTHING.
Sigh,.
BTW. I HAVE A DEVIANTART ACCOUNT.
www.eversweet7.deviantart.com
NOTE: i dont have much stuff on it cuz i dun have a scanner and taking pics of my work is just ugh. so yeah. But please, stay tune to those!! you get to see my work! ;P and if you have any thoughts and suggestions, please let me know!! :)
Damn... i swear...im soooo stressed out this year. its my last year of high school and im like dying to get good marks in everything and on top of all that I HAVE TO HAVE DO MY PORTFOLIO. Yes I know i have said i was going to do it...but i checked on Sheridan (the college i want to get into) they said they wanted lif drawings, hand drawings, animals, your own cartoon, FUCK. i cant draw real life people for shit!!! im sooo worried and i have 2 friggin exams on tues, 1 on wed and last one on thurs. HELP ME OUT PLEASE!! Im like...gonna explode.....anyways, the gayest thing is that my high school is the only school that starts exams early. wtf & fml.
New Year & School starting again!! D= &....updates :D
Hey guys, I know its been a while, I saw the post below and I'm like...wow i was talking about being excited for the break and now...the break is practically over!!! sighs...oh well, thats life right??
Anyways, happy new years and I hope you all had a super awesome holiday and Christmas!!! I bet your arent so keen to getting back to school :/ Im not =_= anyways, just a little post about whats going on:
1. I have FINALLY finished ROF (Resonance of Fate) and I shall put the review based on my own opinion in the video game review tab thingy :D
2. I have started on working of portfolio!! Im trying really really really really hard on making it good and super cool!! >_< planning to make animation clips, publish my own manga book :D, more drawings, more portrait people picture thingys and more and more an more :D at least i hope i can do all that D:
3. MBLAQS FULL ENGTH ALBUM IS COMING OUT SOON!! WHOOOOO! YOU MUST SUPPORT!! BUY THEIR ALBUM ONCE ITS OUT GOT IT!@?!?! Im soooo stoked about it! I absolutely cannot wait for the mv and the album!!! its gonna rock! :DDD <3
4.ummmmm....tmrw im going to curry's (art store....not....yeah not what you think it is :D ) and buy some copic markers and maybe some multiliner pens for me drawings. i hope they have it -_- im checking the site and they say they have it....I HAVE SO MUCH HMWK! D; fml havent done any -_-
5. welll that pretty much covers it....if there was more im gonna report back, ciao :D
Anyways, happy new years and I hope you all had a super awesome holiday and Christmas!!! I bet your arent so keen to getting back to school :/ Im not =_= anyways, just a little post about whats going on:
1. I have FINALLY finished ROF (Resonance of Fate) and I shall put the review based on my own opinion in the video game review tab thingy :D
2. I have started on working of portfolio!! Im trying really really really really hard on making it good and super cool!! >_< planning to make animation clips, publish my own manga book :D, more drawings, more portrait people picture thingys and more and more an more :D at least i hope i can do all that D:
3. MBLAQS FULL ENGTH ALBUM IS COMING OUT SOON!! WHOOOOO! YOU MUST SUPPORT!! BUY THEIR ALBUM ONCE ITS OUT GOT IT!@?!?! Im soooo stoked about it! I absolutely cannot wait for the mv and the album!!! its gonna rock! :DDD <3
4.ummmmm....tmrw im going to curry's (art store....not....yeah not what you think it is :D ) and buy some copic markers and maybe some multiliner pens for me drawings. i hope they have it -_- im checking the site and they say they have it....I HAVE SO MUCH HMWK! D; fml havent done any -_-
5. welll that pretty much covers it....if there was more im gonna report back, ciao :D
Winter/Christmas Break!! yaaay ^^
Whoooo im soooo relieved that the winter break is FINALLY HERE!!! Whose happy? I am! SO much things to do though....hmwk....hang out with friends, shopping, playing video games, dye hair, anime, more shopping, more playing video games, hmwk....hangout with friends.....♥ (besides from the hmwk bit :P )
OMG...I have so many tests when I get back and not to mention...friggin exams.....sigh...just one more year....one more year :P
OMG...I have so many tests when I get back and not to mention...friggin exams.....sigh...just one more year....one more year :P
So there is this guy in my class...... :O
Yeah, so there is this guy in my class... (note: not sayin names here ;P ) i guess he's like "good looking in his own way". Yes, he is asian, a really tall asian to be exact or maybe its because he's a rugby player....hmmm
well anyways, so there is this guy, and I don't know, everytime i see him, its like my heart always pounds, like im so nervous. this is when I developed a crush on him. all of my friends either don't know this dude, or say he's not that attractive T.T i dunno, and also i kind of think he smokes.....which im not certain of....but i have some ideas...lol
hmmm, i really want to be able to talk to him and at least start a good friendship with this guy. dude, he's totally my type ;P ♥
well anyways, so there is this guy, and I don't know, everytime i see him, its like my heart always pounds, like im so nervous. this is when I developed a crush on him. all of my friends either don't know this dude, or say he's not that attractive T.T i dunno, and also i kind of think he smokes.....which im not certain of....but i have some ideas...lol
hmmm, i really want to be able to talk to him and at least start a good friendship with this guy. dude, he's totally my type ;P ♥
Feel like a vampire? Nah....
I had to stay up the whole night just to get my EEG done the next day. Gotta say I haven't slept past 2 in the morning. And it kills. Here I am, after my EEG, after my long shower, after my night adventure, and after my 5 hour nap :D I feel more than better and I just felt like I slept forever!! In other words, I'm cheerful, but depressed that I have to go to school again tomorrow lol Just a little snippet of what was going on in my life. Gotta stay it was freedom last night, but the after effects was just shit.